Trying to avoid a panic attack: ur doing it wrong

Back from Boise! The team did an amazing job reppin’ Boalt… and although we’re not going to Nationals this year, we’re all finalists/semi-finalists so I’m happy!! And by the way, apart from a few of the judges who may-or-may-not have called my negotiation partner “smarmy” because of our city mannerisms, Boise isn’t the rural potato-town I thought it would be (it has an Urban Outfitters and everything!)

So now that my competition update is out of the way…

Would somebody please explain to me why I thought it would be a good idea to attend a career-planning session at lunch today, and schedule an individual appointment for tomorrow when I have a week’s worth of reading to catch up on?!? I just checked my calendar. And, um… finals are less than a month away. AND I haven’t put so much as a DENT in my outlines because of last weekend’s competition. AND now they tell me I’ve got to send out applications for jobs the first week of December. AWEUHBGAKB.

*Clears throat* I mean, I’m on top of it. I’ll just… find a substitute for sleep and/or invent time travel or something. I GOT THIS, OKAY?